BUG

2006-11-12T09:28:00.000Z

Hello, friends and family, just to inform you who have been reading and trailing my Blog, this will be my last Blog.
have decided to go back to writing my electronic dairy where I actually started 6and 1/2 years ago, it was a friend who taught me to how to start this electronic dairy.

In this dairy it has my inner most feeling where no one reads except myself and GOD......

Now it time to say thank you and goodbye, until we come in touch again by GOD's favor, grace and mercy.

God bless everyone, take care.

Lot of love

BUG signs out for the last time.

Vedali quando li vedo ancora tutti.... Il Dio Benedice

Σας δείτε όταν σας βλέπω όλοι .... πάλι Ο Θεός ευλογεί

Voyez-vous quand je vous revois tout.... Dieu Bénissent

2006-11-11T09:02:00.000Z

Hello, BUG has not much to say just to make a note to those of u who have known me above 10 years, love reading but hate to write to keep in touch, well, I may just delete this blog come 2007, no more updates from BUG........

It takes two clap a pair of hands and if I have been the one clapping on my own without response well then I say farewell, until time and place permit us to be in touch again.

BUG signs out

2006-11-08T15:51:00.000Z

Il parable di uno sciocco ricco translated it means "The Parable of a rich fool" read book of Luke vs 14 to 21.

It means, be wise do not be foolish to what this chapter reads to you as the fool have done........curious well read the bible and u will find the answer why he is a fool.

In life a lot of us are like this fools, because of the society we live in, and we get influence in to it.

Not that I am one of them, in the past say 10 years ago I was, now, I am not.

And I love the simple life I am in today compared to the past. The only thing I would love to have relive from my past is having my family whole again, meaning, my parents and my brother alive again.

Cherish your existing life but dont go over board meaning dont be a lunatic in what you eat by the book, so much stress when I see people trying so hard to eat healthier to stay alive from illness.,

How do you answer this question? Sir Paul Mc Cartney, his first wife who died of ovarian cancer, all her life she became a devout vegetarian, non drinker, non smoker and eat healthy, no late nights partying, yet she got struck by the most deadly illness of the century where sciencetice are still trying to find cures and prevention, she died, in her 40's.

I am not saying go out trash your body, eat all the fat food, drink to your hearts content, what I am stressing is hey life is one who you are not who you want to make your self to be.

Enjoy, dont stress and read sites about cancer prevention, I even have two cousins in their early 60's and one of them is a hypochondriac, excuse me if it is spelt incorrect, he would check the web site and read almost every book on prevention to cancer and his wife who had breast cancer would make sure they eat healthy ways.but they dont realise by over stress them sleves in their various do's and dont to life, my cousin was diagnosed with stomach cancer recently.......

So how do u answer life ..... is precious but it is not a life to be control what to eat what not to do......

When I was home in the summer for three months I watch how people try so hard to eat healthy and actually go for work out eat lean meat, lots of vege etc etc....so controlled, it stress me out more when I witness these kind of lifestyle.

Anyway, read the verse I gave you..... dont store dont go crazy to how one should eat just take it calmly and with wisdom in your heart, be happy always.

BUG signs out Arrivederci per ora

2006-11-02T21:36:00.000Z

Hello, it mio, le_bug, back again. I have this sudden urge to write .....as a post graduate not an under grad, I realize this 2nd time round to taking my studies on this Master's course, I have a higher level of my ability to concentrate,discipline, challenged to achieve all my assignments. I was actually very pleased after so many years away from studies, a total of over 20 years, I feel this 2nd time round my patience and peserverance is dealt with in a more matured and organized way.

I remember when I was in my teens to young adult hood from age 15 to 22, when I studied here in the UK, taking my 4th year to "a"Levels and finally taking up a major in fashion/textiles. I was so naive then, lack on concentration no more than 3 hours even when I had exams ahead, this is why my grades those days were average..... C's to even D's. But now with age and what I have been through in life the last 15 years, somehow my level of determination and patience to succeed exceeds my own capability.

I was so surprise when the toughest of my course subject in textile/structure assignment result graded an "A". I felt so good for the effort made and the result that came with it.
In our Master's every assignment handed out from our various subjects will be accumalted to our final dessertion paper by next summer.From there we will be given the total achievement to getting our Master's Degree.

The luxury in being under a University one that is rank top 5 in the Fashion/Textile school in the UK, we as students have all the facilities to assist us in our research projects. The library have actually become my best friend, from computer to photocopy, to scanning, to faxing.
And because of today's advance technology, we are also assigned to a new system bought by the university for lecturers to grade the students assignment online and for the student to have a better understanding to referal of a reference to a research to avoiding plagralism. this new soft wear actually detect plagralism, meaning it will be able to identify immediately a student's assignment whether the student has written the essay word for word from the referal of references they have made, if the student exceeds more than 15% to plagralism in their assignment task, this means they have no originality to their own effort.

It is a very good way to prep one's ability to writing skills, in understanding and reading the article in question and searching for more referals to enhance the development of the project in question.

But I also make a mental observation among the students at my campus, most of the undergrads between the 1st to 3rd year are still within the honey moon years to their studies, they are not discipline to their assignment, most are very playful and just love being seen and partying. And to make matters worst, parents today are less discipline than parents 20 years ago.

Today they give their children everything, money can buy. So most of these kids their attitude towards life is whether I score good or bad grads I still have mum and dad to run home to, and viola trust me it's true.
I know young adults even between the age group of 25 to 30 year's of age, graduates, suppose to be out working, making their own life, own independence, unfortunately because of such pampered lifestyle given by their loving parents, these young adults till today still have not move on to the reality and survival of the harsh world outside.

They dont need to because the parents who can afford it will build this "white Fortress of a castle" to continue to protect and fund these "over grown Children"

One thing I learnt when I was a kid to my young adult hood, my parents always made sure I understood the values in earning money and independence without relying on them to survive. After I completed my 1st round in my studies I remember my 1st job, my parents would give me the encouragement but never the finances because it was the best way to" cut "the apron string to make me who I am today, and I am proud of it, and very thankful to have had such loving, and wise parents.

Unfortunately the quality of the young adults today, their attitude are degrading to the human kind. Why? because they have led such sheltered life from pre school to university. All their lifes they have had everything given to them comfort, security and never an once of disappointments, coming out to work for the first time, even some pampered "Kids" get recommendation to offers secure in a job for them.

But the sad thing is young adults of today truly do not have the loyality or initiative to working by themsleves and earning their own independence, without the help from their loving parents. They take life for granted and the quality of their working life is to have status, a car, a platinum credit card, a house or condo, purchased by loving parents as a gift of their only achievement in life getting a degree from their graduation, but question this ? the degree they achieve what level is it ? honors or just the border line pass and viola you got yourself your cert.

That all for now folks .....BUG signs out;)

2006-10-30T17:56:00.000Z

Bug is back, if anyone ever tell you that the southern part of the United Kingdom the people are more snobbish and less warmer than the northern part of UK, well to tell you the truth, I am truly experiencing this experience.
Maybe I am more a South bound than I will ever claim to adapt the North.

The people here are not as warm as everyone claim them to be, even when I was in Italy they too have a comparison than the Milano in Milan are more snobbish because they are from the North, unlike the South they are more compassionate and warmer and friendlier.

Here I feel down south the people are warmer, more cultured than up North, what I am trying to say is I miss Maidenhead.
The people, the envioriment, compared to here in the borders the whole culture is so different and the attitude are less warm, less friendly.

But I still manage to meet a hand full to be warm and friendly, percentage unfortunately my expectation is high, no more than 10%.....

The weather is still good so far, some days can be extrem windy and cold but somedays we still get sunshine and quite warm for my kind of standard.

I have climatise well, I can actually take the cold up to 10%Celcius, but of course when it goes minus after December is when the really cold comes in.

Then I will be freezing.

Christmas is just round the corner and the new year a couple of months away, how time goes by so fast year after year.

We grow older but wiser to life and more humble where I am concern, it turns me to a new person, understanding and appreciating the qualities in life.

I may not have much in the monetary sense but I am happy the way my life is today, I am more at peace and confident in the direction of my life.

I know my parents if they were alive would have been proud of the decision I have made and the destiny I am taking in my life.

We are never too old to do what we want in our life, as long as we have the will of GOD's grace in our lifes.
I feel very sad for those who have back slided and for those who continue to reject him.

Like I have mention before money dont truly buy all your happiness, it may give you all the pleasures and desires but does it buy health, does it buy peace of mind, and if you have millions how many friends can you truly count from your five fingers that they are true loyal friends, how many would raise their hands and give their kidney away to help a friend in need if both have the same blood type??????

I remember when I was very young no more than 10 years of age, in my sunday school the teacher asked all of us this question and out of 20 of us surprisely I was the only child to raise my hands willingly to give my kidney away if a family member needed it without hesitation.

I would do the same today in my life should a friend or family need that help.
Life is precious but the quality of life is who we make oursleves to be as individuals today.

In the span of 16 years I have already lost three people I love in my life, and we continue to go on to live life to the fullest.

Each time I lost one I love I pick myself up to be stronger than ever, emotionally and mentally.
Each time I go through disappointment in life, it could be a job rejection or a business venture that failed I still manage to pick myself up to smile and try again until I succeed.
Failure is not weakness it is an inner strength if we view it as a positive way, learning and humbling from mistakes, make me a better person.
Arrivederci per ora i miei amici..... Il DIO è sempre con voi
ciao BUG :)

2006-10-21T13:34:00.000+01:00

Ossessione da tentare d'ottenere perfezione in fisico ed in mentale nel suo lifestyle

It mean's one's obsession to have the perfect mind, the perfect body and the perfect home......etc etc, I realize this happens a lot in Asia where everyone are critics to other people's life.

Even in the local TV shows or programmes 99.9999% people in the show as the host are either very young and very beautiful the perfection to how the society should look in Asia.
Typical ....

Ask youself this question take a minute and think about what I am going to write......when we first enter in to this world we came in either bald and without any dentures, and when we leave this world as an old aging person, we leave the same way we came in to this world right? correct me if I am wrong.

In culture we see a cute fat baby you say he or she is absolutely adorable, but when you see an old man or a women aging without dentures and losing their hair what exactly will you do? I bet majority will claim they would never want to age this way, but to age with dignity and still looking beautiful......
this is why plastic surgeons makes tons and tons of money in this new era of the mellinium, because people, culture has become so intensified so competitive it is not as simple as it was in the past in the 1900's .....

I compare the culture difference between Europe and Asia just taking a simple couple a girl and a guy, in Asia you hardly see a girl twice the size of the guy dating and being happy and comfortable with one another, yet here you see various shapes and sizes and the couples are truly sincerely happy and contented with one another, why is that?

It is the society we live in today and in Asia I notice majority are so obsessed to how they should look in size and in the whole outlook with their lifestyle from financial to whom they mix with as friends.

I feel sad being from my home Country, where I was born yet the culture is such a critic I cant survive it.
I cant be myself do as I please without one or the other being critics to want to know how you are how much you are earning? how you look?
All these questions wanting to know and expecting you to live up to the answers that they ask.......

Example, when I decided to study again, I was shot down with so much negativity with age factor? with whether I was really not wasting my time and effort to earn this Master's, and even after I ad registered in to my course, I get questions asking me am I the oldest in class, how do I answer these such questions?
I tell them in Europe no one cares how old you are you can be 60 or 70 if you so desire to go back to study, no one cares....because here they actually respect individuals and are more receptive to who they are or how they look without living up to the obsession to how this or that person should blend well in to the critical society they live in.

GOD created each of us and he knows us by every strand of our hair, he did not say you have to look super slim to love who you are, GOD loves everyone of us be it black, brown, white or yellow, even a bag lady who sleeps in the street, he loves her too, so why cant people in Asia in perticular be more humble and more receptive to culture to society .........than always judging others and always taking pride that you are actually more superior that others.........

It is the inner person than the outer of the person that has a heart of warmness, sincerity, you know in my travels I have encountered all kinds all walks of life and always I find a person who is simple not pretty not slim to be more compassionate than the latter, why is that?

It's the way society judge the people who are oversize and these people actually have a better personality than a skinny person.

A person can be a size 24 here and she is still well respected and accepted in to the society here, yet if you were this size in Asia people shun away from her, why? tell me how many of you out there have friends who are a size 24.....do you have such friends?????
I do and to tell you the truth they are the warmest compassionate people I am proud of to have as friends in my life.

BUG got to go think about what I have written past comments
;)

2006-10-18T09:32:00.000+01:00

come è la u, l'INSETTO è indietro....

Bug's back, How's life in Italian......

Life good at this end of the world, adapting to study life and facing the challenges in each assignment given, it drives the adraline to a level to be motivated and to succeed in each task set by my tutors.

Some ideas are new to me who have been in the retail industry for over 15 years working as a brand manager, and with these new in put it enhances my level to a better understanding to the industry in gobalization, and getting the best of both worlds in the demographic between Asia and Europe.

Sorry American's are way out, here in Europe they do not seem to like the Yanks neither do their designer brands succeed here in Europe.

When I was in Italy, last November in Milano, as the italians would call it instead of Milan, they too seem to detest the Americans and why was I not surprise in the city of fashion in Milano, I did not see a single representation of an American brand there.

American's can be naive best example Paris Hilton, yes, she knows how to make money, but that is because she already has her status as the "airess" of the Hilton empire and she gets at least US $10.0mil every year as her personal allowance, so money make money, but in terms of being smart intelligent this girl has a brain size no bigger than a pea to hold in capacity.

American's love to brag how big their country is, how advance it is how strong their claim economy is....... well all true but there is a big but.........

Ask the Europeans when you visit palces like Paris, France or Italy,Milano, they will share with you why they detest the Americans.

Do BUG detest these yankees too?????? :) read on my other future blog in and I will let you know my view point in what I think of yanks......

To be honest, the only true American's are the Native American Indians........ the rest are as "rojak" in culture and mix up in society as ever.

If you go in to the search engine Googles, just type the word Failure and volia guess who's name come tops..... check it out.

Got to go, BUG has adapted well to study and work life in Galashiels, feels great to live life and appreciate it to the fullest, age does not count here, and like my late Father once quoted as a wise man, one is never to old to learn anything when one put's your mind to do it, and most important of all humility in one's life make's you a better person than all the wealth and status one has.......

Ciao, BUG signs out....

2006-10-14T15:26:00.000+01:00

BUG's Timetable:

Monday : 9am to 10am
Class on campus
12pm to 4pm
Working at Fashion shop

Tuesday : 10am to 5pm
Classes on campus

Wednesday : 11am to 5pm
Class and self study
on campus

Thursday : 7.45am to Ricartton EDI
on campus
5.30pm back in to Borders

Friday : 12pm to 4pm
work in fashion shop

Saturday : 10am to 6pm
work in fashion shop

Sunday : 11am to 12.30pm
church
1pm to 5pm
work in fashion shop.

ciao mates ;)

2006-10-13T17:06:00.000+01:00

L'INSETTO è indietro ed il DIO è BUONO
It means BUG is back and GOD is Good, again he has open another source of opportunity for me and it is amazing that he even ensure my study time table do not affect my part time job time table.

This time he has open this door of opportunity related to my world of Fashion/Textile and lifestyle a retail group with about 100 over retail shops of fashion and furnishing merge together.
This set up is more in the northern part of the United Kingdom than the southern in london, but remember UK has over 60million in population so it is very wide in scope for the retail industry.

I am so blessed with this opportunity because not only does it allow me to work to pay my rent but it also allows me the opportunity to study this company as part of my study assignment related to visual merchandising.

And the store Manager was so encouraging she even suggested if this is a start for me as their part timer, when I gratuate in my Masters opportunity may also arise if my interest is still maintain to venture to Glasgow where their head quarters are based and join their main management team..

Isnt GOD good he plans every move every step I have to take....believe me non believers or back slided believers......

I did not plan this it jsut came and the offer just happened.

So much for today( Un DIEU bénissent et font attention toute un bon nombre d'amour)

BUG signing out ......God bless with much much love always....

2006-10-11T14:39:00.000+01:00

Ο ΘΕΟΣ είναι η τελευταίες αρχή και η δύναμη κατά τη διάρκεια της ζωής μου και την αναγνωρίζω

If you want to know the translation of what I have just written as my open line, check it out from a Greek dictionary.

Just a short in put today, I jsut want to testify as a child of GOD how wonderful our Father is and how loving he always is to my life and to all who believe in him, and just open your hearts and invite Lord Jesus in to your life.

I dont care whether those non believers or those who has back slided call me a lunatic or a fanatic but I want to share this with you if you have the guts to read my blog and to acknowledge who I am and respect me for what I represent being a child of GOD.

Today the forecast in Galashiels has been rain and cloudy all day and so far forecast has gone wrong, I took my brolly and wore my waterproof coat to walk to my campus, 2 miles walk as it is cheaper than catching the taxi, and buses are not frequent, much to my pleasure my walk down to the campus the whole 35 minutes not a drop of drizzle or rain poured, yet when I arrive in to campus some of my classmates and other students got caught in the rain this morning.

Again when I walk back after my class, the rain stopped and now I have return safely home it has started raining again.

Praise The Lord isnt he amazing to those who love him and trust him.

My life, my destiny is his not mine to foretell.

Like I have admitted previously he is my only true friend one who will always have an undying love and loyalty for me.

I let him down in more ways than he has ever let me down in life,call it human nature we fear, we are filled with anxiety, worry, doubt in life.

Another testimonial, I wrote previous articles dont remember which but it was about the nasty accomodation lady at pur campus, and despite her arrogance and rudeness towards me I humbled and gave her a gift from Malaysia, in return what ever problem I had with my flat, like the doorway light and living room lights were out it was actually immediately fixed with in the 2nd week of my stay.

Today I found out a classmate of mine her name is Ruchi she is from India, she has moved in 3 weeks now and her shower do not work, and her washing machine since she moved in, she washed only once and now her clothes are stuck inside because the washing machine broke down, I felt so so sorry for her.

But Praise GOD because I am his child and becuase I palce him before anything I do even dedicate an hour before I set out to start my day, I have adapted well in to my living quarters and my studies take place well enough to allow me time to work part time too.

GOD is good believe me.
For my fellow brothers and sisters of Christ out there i know you can feel my joy unlike those who have not come to acknowledge our Lord Jesus Christ in to their lifes.

Believe me every little thing makes a difference how GOD provides for those who love him and I truly love him enough to make it public and known on my blog.

You may have all the comfort all the money all the extras but let me ask you the non believers or the one's who has back slided how much peace of mind do you really have, even doing charity does not makle you a saint to knwoing the Lord it has to be one on one relationship with him, then only you truly see how miracles happen in your life.

God bless

BUG loves all who read my blog....

:0

2006-10-09T19:15:00.000+01:00

Μην πέστε στην αλήθεια παρά μόνο την αλήθεια
It means to tell the truth nothing but the truth about reality in life.

BUG is back, been a busy week but interesting because of my various courses I have various research to look in to in order to complete certain assignment, and one very interesting factor I found by reading the financial Times, yes the BUG is really reading, dont under estimate the BUG ......

I found out that the women of the world are really just as capable as any men in the financial world.

There are this years list of top 25 top management level executive officers of women in Europe working in a men's world and the amazing thing is they are mothers as well as cooperate leaders leading and contributing to the fair share of the economy to their various Countries.

Much to my pleasure and acknowledgment these women are truly high powered executives who part of their life live on jet planes and making prompt decision that are also consulted and advised with in their governing Countries.

Their age group starts from as young as 44 years of age to 62 years all women.

Just an example, a Madam Anne Lauvergeon, age 47, Chief executive of a major French company, she worked in various capacities for goverment energy agencies, she was picked by President Mitterrand, of France, to be his advisor on international economic affairs and foreign trade. Apparently he said of her is her finese as a lady to know how to say no, and then smile......

Another interesting lady on the helm is the executive vice president of BP, she is a true role model in balancing her career as a powered lady on the helm and a wife and mother that makes the time and effort to put her two children to bed at least three times a week. Her name is Vivienne Cox age 47 years old, in 2004 she worn the Harper's Bazaar/ Chanel Business woman of the year award and added to her accolades by winning the Veuve Clicquot Business women of the year award this year in April, 2006.
BP Chief executive Lord Browne recently announced that he will retire in year 2008, after 42 years with BP.
Cox, may not be one of the forth runner to replace him, but she is definitely a contender.

These are just couple of the 25 women listed in Europe as top executives, so women in your late 30' to early 40's life begins now and not at it's end as everyone in Asia claim and has no respect for women or men who have reach this age group.

I notice in Europe or UK for that matter no one really cares of your age, they actually appreciate the experience, the individual capability than looking young and being young to claim an executive manager level job scope as they do in Asia.

In Asia they are more bias and narrow minded, this is why when you compare the economy in Asia and in Europe who always has the better upper hand????

Say no more, any way got to go
Arrivederci per ora gli amici e la famiglia

ciao.....Le_bug

2006-10-06T13:16:00.000+01:00

Greetings, my days are getting busier as I am getting more in to my courses and my fav of the courses is the one I attend once a week at our main campus in Edinburgh, the campus is like a city itself.

My course Professor is William Keogh and Mrs Jane Queenan.
The Professor founded this department training upcoming enterpreneurs and it is a very good course, in my class we have such a variety mix, from IT, to Business Magnagement post grads to us the fashion Post grads.

Age of the students within this course range from as young as 22 to 55years of age. But assignment is plenty, and good because our course tutor select us to group together for group assignments, a good exercise and mind work....

My other courses are in the Scottish campus and our textile structure lecture Lisa Macyntyre is a very interesting course tutor who not only is very knowledgeable to every fiber manmade to natural resources she is also very innovative and creative in her lectures to get her students to participate to research to various functions to fibers and technology.

Technology is the usage of fiber resources can be not only on garment but to industrails like Jet planes, Ships etc etc......

Then come my design tech course that basically covers all kinds from drafting, moulding, laser printing, too printing, but my MA course does not involve the practicle as mine is more on research marketing unlike other students who opt for MA design where their final year they have to design and creat something from this whole research, unlike my part come only with in reading and referal to certain authors.....

This Design course is manage by both our course Directors, Britta Kalkreuter, and Mark timmins both in their strength in marketing and designing.They will be our mentors to take us through the whole year and our referal for even job applications, provided by the campus career advisor to recommend jobs in Scotland .....

Especially for the overseas students who are willing to try out the harsh winter in Scotland and work in their two years fresh talent scheme sponsored by the Scottish Goverment to work in Scotland......

My final class for this term is Marketing headed by two course tutors, Graham Pogson and Andrew Grieve.
Again it is interesting as both the marketeers lecturers like to involve in group assignment, one to practise to work together as a team, then alone in presentation.

How do I feel being back at study base? well to be honest, I feel more ready now than I did when I was in my late teens that was when I did not really appreciate my studies and took everything for granted.

I enjoy it and what I am learing now enforces humbling to disreganrd of my knowledge of 15 years work experience and learn how to one day become a leader to an industry of competitive rivalery.....within brands.

I was also very surprise in my enterprenuer class there are 25 of us and majority were actually 30% French, 25% Indians, 20% Chinese, balance Scottish, and even a bit from Eastern Europeans Russians.

The French I am not surprise because in the past I have worked with two French brands and today they are just as strong in the market of fashion leaders, than the Italians.

The overview of my EDI campus and the drive from the scottish borders provided by the UNI shuttle bus, it is actually very,very beautiful, if you are a country buff like me then Scotland is the place to be in, I have not had a chance to visit the city of EDI yet, but in time will do so.

Edinburgh has been voted one of the most beautiful cities in the UK, so this is one place I will not miss to visit.

So much for my update for now friends.

BUG signs out :0

2006-10-02T16:18:00.000+01:00

Cont from my previous ending, coming back to kissing one's "Ass" to place it crudly, angkat kaki in bahasa malaysia, especially to the principals that represent the brands, and unfortuantely the principals that represent international brands are non Malaysian most of them are of the matsalleh ethnic, so sangat sumbong, total snobs and abuses their status.

I hope GOD willing when I do come back to this fake world my changes to this fake industry is humbling and not to look size 8 and wear all designer brands to be who you are.

Got to go friends and family.

be safe always

BUG signs out again..;)

2006-10-02T16:06:00.000+01:00

Φίλοι και οικογένεια χαιρετισμών, Greetings Friends and Family, in Greek, just love it using this foreign language ....

To update, the last couple of days have made some very interesting discovery, yesterday was Sunday, attended a church down the road to where I live, about 10 minutes walk, it is called St Pauls, a typical trditional church of England type cast of church.

Yep, very different to what I am use to anyway, the people were kind and very warm showed me an eye opener of Galashiels, and it is certainly not a town to disregard, as i had first thought, being a total snob coming from Berkshire and living in the City.

I found out that Galashiels is like the main center of the whole Scottish Borders and though there are only 100,000 in population it is growing yearly, and big retailers sees the potential in the borders.

Much to my relief, as I am seeking part time jobs to maintain my living expenses without having to dip in to my own savings, Praise The Lord, two major supermarket giants are opening the same time this winter, Asda and Tesco. And it is all walking distance around the town of Galashiels where major key retailers are also tendering to come in.
Marks and Spencer, Gap, Next Fashion etc, all being develop now but the ones to open first next month are Tesco and Asda.

I am allowed to work 20 hours a week and with what they pay for part timers it actuallyu covers my rent, food and a bit of treats like a movie if I wanted to.

So this is the simple lifestyle I will be leading and I love it to be honest, and GOD is good he gave me this town for a reason as I discover more to what is going to happen in this little scottish borders township, and what is taking place in the next month.

The churches around the scottish borders are really very traditional except for one and only baptish church, and again guess where is this church, just found out today it is just 5 minutes walk from my flat.

My Universtiy is about 2miles walk down the hill as where my flat is we are at the top, unfortunately the buses are not frequent to the campus so again I use what GOD gave me blessings in good health and a strong pair of legs to walk, provided the weather is good and sunny, though cold but sunny and not wet, I am willing to walk every morning down to my campus, except for returning as during winter it gets dark by 4pm, and I finish by 5pm so then I will take a taxi, because the buses stops their runto our campus by 3.30pm.

Well tomorrow I will be starting my 1st classes and it will be exicting in a way when I look at my study modules, fashion is not just sitting to look pretty, half starved to wear size 8 all the time and behave like a glamorised bimbo, like some local Malaysian Models I would not like to name.

But coming back to my course I am studying MA in Arts and Design in International Marketing, which the modules cover, Marketing, Textile & Materials Structure, Design Technologies, Computer aided design, Research Strategy Development,International Business and Marketing in brands, operation and E Business, Business Policy and competitive strategy.......

By the time I gratuate which I intend to do very well, especially since I have been awarded the Martindale textile Scholarship award, I will be so groomed then to return back in to the "fake rat race " of the fashion industry as regional marketing Manager.... am humble do not want to be a marketing director, names means nothing to me, it is performance and GOD's knowledge of my capability that is more important.

Not status, dont let status be your priority to your life, when that comes in, the next is earning and making as much money as possible, and in the end you live at the top of this beautiful world you created but are you really happy to be so top of this world ........in this fake industry?????

Please friends and family do not get me wrong I love what I have chosen to be my career, I love the drive of challenges in the enhancement of the brand, the adrenaline drive to succeed in the brand I am in charge of or the brands depending on the fashion group I am employed in.

What I dont love are because we have so many functions to attend held by retailers or by magazine publishers everyone who attend puts on a fake air of intelliegence, hidden in a mask of designer clothes and make up for the ladies and the gents in Hugo Boss shirts and Lanvin Pants.
It goes on and on.........Somehow I have seen it all in my 15 years working in this fake industry, but now I am making a change to this lifestyle, and starting from basics again.

Taking this masters will allow me an advancement to my career path in this industry but with a motive to show these fakers in the fashion industry in Asia, you do not have to kiss #@*<#% dont want to use the word so am using symbols, I realise that whenever a principal of an international brand flies in to Asia to review the status of how well the brands are doing, the Asia office goes all out to kiss

2006-09-29T19:34:00.000+01:00

Salutations encore de Galashiels, means greetings again from Galashiels in French.

This afternoon I met with other overseas students all in there are about 50 of us both BA's MA's and MS. And at least 20 % comes from France, and the chinese exception mio here comes from China.
Everyone is friendly to one another and there were talks from each individuals associated to different status to welcome us foreigners to Scotland for the first time.
First we had the tourist rep to share with us how beautiful the Scottish Borders is and because we are at the Borders we are actually only 5 miles away from UK, and in total there are just over 100,000 in population inside the Scottish Borders, and where I am in Galashiles approximately 25000.

Then we had the law enforcement officers to advise us the rules and regulations within the Scottish borders and good to know that we actually live in a very secure crime free township around the borders.

There was even a girl who enroled on saturday when she arrived in to EDI and caught the coach late in the evening in to the borders, but as she check in to the halls of residence she realize she totally forgotten her handbag with all her money and vital documents attach inclusive her passport.
She immediately reported to the advsior on duty that evening and he took her to the bus station, upon arrival the bus driver was still there having a break, immediately recognized the student and return her belongings to her, not a thing was missing. That good to know how safe we are in.
But Law enforcement did warn us now and again there are a rare few of rotten apples trying to penetrate in to the borders to sell canabis or cocain and so far not been good business for these bad apples, PTL, (Praise The Lord).

Then after the enforcers we had the career counsellor, and the good news is after our BA's or MA's or MS Scottish Goverment encourage us to stay with an option to work in Scotland any where in Scotland with an approved work permit for two years.
Something to consider when I gratuate, but not in Galashiels more likely in the capital in Edinburgh, where the retail happening is like London.

Finally the good news is as a student all my medical expenses are free and even the medication if I had to pay should be no more than 6.00GB, as prescribed by the Dr.

My course takes me to three full days on campus, and two days lighter like no classes on Friday and Monday only tutorial for an hour with our course Director.

I am not complaining with the schedule so far as it permits me to get a part time job and that will cover rents and food, etc taxis.... as buses dont run frequent here but taxies are reasonable here and when I work it out a month will cost as much as the tube fares in London.

Adapting to Galashiels, well still trying as I am basically a sity girl and here in the heart of the scottish highlands it is peaceful and beautiful for a person heading for retirement, hehe.

But the course I am taking the modules will groom me to my next step when I return back in to the fashion industry and that what I want, but of course by GOD's grace and favor.

He is truly ,my soulmate, best friend, why? because whatever I prayed and ask for my flat in Galashiels he fullfilled down to how I wanted it to be furnished, jokes aside it happen because I prayed and I asked and most important I honored GOD before myself in humbling.

For those of you who have been reading my site, the previous post, I had with the cold hearted accomodation officer, CK alias the cow I nick named her, well, I went in today to deal with some error she made with my rental contract, and this lady really has issues to deal with.

She was sitted in her office just beside the reception area, yet she refuse to see me, instead she used the recpetionist to speak on her behalf, again my patience was tried, but I maintain and kept cool and calm, and despite her arrogance and rudeness, I took out this straw hand made little purse I bought in Kayaneka in KL, arts and craft, plus a key ring of the twin towers and passed to the receptionist to hand to CK, in appreciation for the beautiful flat she has so kindly allocated for me.

The receptionist was truly taken by surprise, why did I do this because as a child of GOD, I am to show love and appreciation not anger and irritation, so in directly Christine may have slapped me across my face with her arrogance, and now I am presenting her a gift despite her rudeness, telling the receptionist it comes from Malaysia.

I felt great when I walk out of campus later and somehow the other staff of Christine, her name is Ruth Smith greeted me with more respect and was more helpful........

Friends humbling takes us to higher places than you can ever imagine when you open your hearts and walk in obedience with our Lord, and I notice when I do that things start happening for the better.

I love this blog it allows me to share with anyone what I feel in my relationship with GOD as a Christian, he gave me this new life in Galashiels, for a reason, as you continue to read my blog I will continue to fulfill why I was given this chance here in Scotland by GOD favor and grace.

I learnt one thing money is not everything, having a property, or status is not everything. Being wait on hand and foot by a maid is pure luxury, but one question I ask is do you really have inner peace in oneself with all money can buy for you to have that kind of luxurious lifestyle you have accustom yourself to.........

God bless everyone .....

jusqu'à ce que je signale encore

Le bye pour maintenant BUG ;)

2006-09-27T20:16:00.000+01:00

Hello, hello, le_bug is back again, at last truly settled in to my flat absolutely loveeeeee it soooooo much.
When I first move in it was of course furnish with the necessity, but now with all my own ala carte hmmmmm beautiful and cosy.

Even the Uni Janitor who came round today with the electrician to fix my hall way and living room light thaught he had step in to another flat.
Well I told him if I am to make this my home for the next year, I believe in making it as pleasant as possible to live in within the surroundings.

Met my course Directors yesterday and already set to what modules I will be taking this first term, it will be very interesting as it is basically marketing for the fashion industry in globalization, which is related to what I have been working as when I was a brand manager, except this study when completed takes me to a more focus and higher management level to a brand manager.

Our course tutor also confirmed yesterday we will be having guest celebrity speakers famous in their own calibre in the fashion industry. That will be great as one of them is a top fashion journalist from UK.

I have three full days and one half day and thank GOD it's friday I have no classes, but will be looking for a part time job to earn some spare cash. During weekends it is easy here to get jobs especially when Christmas is just round the corner, may decide to spend my Christmas here in Scotland instead of going back to London, though i have friends there who would like me to go down.

Somehow these past couple of days have not been so smooth as in the people, but it balance up because now and again nice warm friendly Scottish people do seem very kindly and helpful, unlike the south.

It has been claim that people from the South of UK are rather snobbish, why? because it is closer to where the royal family resides, so everyone seem to put on airs........
But I have live in Maidenhead on and off for over 20 years and this past year, I suppose I am use to the people there, to me they are as friendly and warm as they get, as compared to what I have been experiencing here in Galashiels.

Anyway, will adapt, that me, I mix well and adapt well, I must say being a senior student has it's priviledge as a post grad, instead of an under grad. Not that I am going to abuse my post grad position to boss an under grad.

My priority is to work hard especially since I have been allocated the schorlaship, and to see where opportunity arise from here in Scotland, may check out Edinburgh, during my Christmas break as i have a month off then.

Everyone tells me how beautiful the city of Edinburgh is, I will get to go there once a week to our main campus there unfortunately my day is full so no chance to check out the city and lepak, hehe if only my scottish lecturers know what it means.

At the registration, I was pleasantly surprise to see quite a number of asian students like myself but from Tiawan, HK, Japan, India, etc etc.....

Interesting, and this friday they have a welcome dinner for just students like myself to get to know one another.

Ok friends got to go now.........
il arrivederci per ora ciao tutto.... ;0

2006-09-26T07:57:00.000+01:00

Greetings from Galashiels, Scotland up in the highlands, beautiful secenaries a cross between the mediterrean and European secnic......
But very cold come winter, at the moment been warm, came in yesterday, chekc in to campus and found the people in the campus rather cold with an attitude problem, hopefully when I go in today to meet my course professor it will be better than previously.
They just gave me the keys to my flat no direction expect a person like me a foreigner to know every where to go around Galashiels, so caught a taxi to Gala Park where my flat is suppose to be, and gosh the taxi driver first drop me off these block of run down council flats, tell you friends my heart just dropped and wanted to hop back in to the taxi and run away back to maidenhead. Anyway I went through the run down council flats and ask this lady sitted outside her small flat feeding her baby where my flat no is , and much to my happiness and sign of relief, she says there is no such no here on this whole block..... phew......
went down the lane walk across these streets, and there were houses converted to flats look much more decent and cleaner than the council flats, walk up and down for about 15 minutes then ask another stranger where this flat may be and she was a nice Scottish lady she did make the effort to ask around unfortunately no one seem to know where, but this kind lady suggested I should continue walking down these block of houses come flats and may come across my flat no, so again I tried but to no avail, my patience wearing thinly, I called the ever so unaccomodating officer at my Uni campus and told her I was in the street of my flat and cant find my flat, she had the cheek to tell me did you not take a taxi, by then my boiling point of impatience had risen to about 85% in tempreture, I told her I have and the taxi driver had no idea where the flat is?????? she says wait will send someone to show you where it is, while waiting and stomping my feet, another kindly old lady this time came and I ask her and guess what???? my flat was just two doors where I was standing at the street waiting for the representative of the uni to come show me.
Anyway thank the kindly stranger, went in and am totally blessed it is a beautiful flat so all is forgiven to this nasty old "cow" of a accomodation officer name Christine Kellette. She will never get to read this website hehe, the flat is exactly like my flat in Maidenhead, wooden flooring new electrical kitchen appliances, washing machine, fridge and oven cooker.
The living room size is as big as my living room in Maidenhead, the bathroom exactly the same as my Maidenhead flat, and my room is slighty bigger than the previous flat, but my kitchen is haif the size, small compact but all morden decorated and my window from my kitchen i have a beautiful view of the highland mountains.......
Not bad I can live with this for a year, but as usual there are bound to be some hitches, when I walk in to the living room and entrance hall way to my flat the lights dont work, so called the honorable "cow" Christine and she send in her janitor from the Uni, he came and he could not do much had to go back to the landlord to have it fixed, today tuesday.
I was so cheese off by the uni representatives by then I told them "this is absolutely wonderful. Love the flat and such warmness I have in welcoming a foreigner like myself to your beautifui Country in Scotland.
He felt bad the janitor, becuase besides the lights not working, the bedroom was suppose to have provided a bedroom pack for me, and instead I was welcome with a large dirty linen bag of bedlinen.
Of course I cant use them, so the janitor return with a single pack bed linen for my bed that is a Queen size, anyway have gone beyond caring what they have because I know my own cartons will arrive later today and I have my own bed linen and duvet sets.
Overall it is a flat, for the priviledge post gratuates, I saw the halls of residence that for the undergrads not for me......
These flats are leased by the Uni, and are only given to postgratuates with family or are matured students, I can understand why if you see the place you would not like a 19 year old to take it up.
Praise God this flat is only a year old and I am actually the Uni 2nd tenant, the previous was a couple.

Got to go this sign off from Galashiels....
:0 BUG

2006-09-22T13:54:00.000+01:00

Back my friends, went out and today been raining all day with the weather tempreature just 20%C, not cold but not hot either except very wet.
I wet out this morning took my brolly as it was raining quite heavy, stood at my usual bus stand waiting for my hourly bus to come by to take me in to the town center, looking at my watch, I have about another 10minutes, then suddenly this kind soul of a lady name Jackie drove by and wind down her window from her car and ask me if I would like a lift in to town as she was heading there too, of course I jump to it save me getting wet for another 10 mins of waiting and saving 1.45GB in bus fare in to town.
Now does this happen in Malaysia or any other asian countries to be realistic, nope I dont think so why? because the culture there has daily fear of rapist, purse snatchers, slashers out of the blue and why does this happen review the economy review the lifestyle of the so called rich and famous or the rich and selfcentered.
I hardly know this lady Jackie and she gave me a lift and drop me off town, and her reason being a kind hearted lady is she once had to wait in the rain in the cold for a bus and numerous cars will pass heading in the direction in to town and yet no one stops to give a kindly lift.
Here life is not too bad you can walk in the street without worrying of a motorbike coming up to slash you and rip your bag away from you.
People here are quite humble, unlike the matsalleh in Asia, bug expat package with drivers, big house, allowance, etc etc.
And the one's married to locals land up being #@*0 xxxxx<>
The good news is this mix marriage couple did take on this dog but unfortunately because of the naive and inexperience vet guidance they were advised strongly not to allow the first onwer to see this dog should the onwer request to do so.
This couple whom names I will not disclose just nik name them kind hearts, adopted the dog and under the blur vet supervision he was rename without really finding out his real name because the blur vet thought this was how he was called.
Stupid is the second name to this young chinese vet in the prestige suburb of Kuala Lumpur.
SO Mr and Mrs Kind Heart, came to meet with the 1st onwer
of the dog to get a better understanding of the background he came from, there after when the 1st onwer tried to contact them to meet again they declined and when they send a picture via email it was just one picture nothing to shout about, yet the 1st onwer had it is one's heart to mail what one had in file to this couple for their reference and viewing pleasure of the dog they now have, but to close this sad story, this couple the husband is actually british, the wife chinese, combined they have become the selffish self centered caucasion couples that exist in to the lifestyle in Malaysia.
Not a word of thank you for the extra pictures sent to them, just hope this dog will live for the rest of his life at peace and happy in his new found home and family of the kind hearts to animals and not to human kind.
There are kind souls out there but how many would actually stop their cars and pick up a stranger waiting for a bus in the rain out there raise your hands especially those living in the city of Kuala Lumpur, please raise it and post your comments to me I take this challenge........
BUG signs out......

2006-09-22T10:17:00.000+01:00

Life is a cycle, like what is quoted what we sow will reap either way for the better or for the worst, only GOD knows our inner feelings, we can be laughing on the outside, socializing with others and everyone is actually clueless to our inner most hidden thoughts, but only one person knows our every thought, be it good thoughts with good vibes or bad, and for those who do not know GOD or want to acknowledge his son Lord Jesus, well I am still going to continue to calm him in my life because he is my most trusted friend and mu utmost soulmate, what can I say but to be proud of having such and honored soulmate in my life.
I know I am entering on to another cycle of my life and ahead of me seem brighter than the previous 5 years of disappointments I went through in my life, firstly losing two members of my family, then being rejected by respective employers in the fashion industry I am in because in Asia, Malaysia for a fact they are very bias with the age factor, and even the magazines they sell out there they promote young white people lifestyle, hmmmmm makes me wonder who a real Malaysian look like??????
Are we chinese, malays, indians or mix of one or the other blood who they calm as caucasions?????
Yet the magazines most I notice they use foreign models selling the merchandize as foreign so where is the rich Malaysian culture where are the roots to our beautiful culture????????
Dont get me wrong my friends, I am actually very patriotic, I love being called a Malaysian but unfortunatley, Malaysian society has changed over the years in losing their true identity, wanting to look more matsalleh than appreciating who they are where their roots come from.
Example: if a local Malaysian marries a Matsalleh especially a female local they come back with airs on their ass to put it crudly....... reality living in a white country everyone is no better than the other, we dont have servants or a driver to drive us around let alone own a car or a couple of properties as an investment to fatten our personal bank account.
There are it's pros and cons living in a white country, means to live within humble means like catch a bus not own a car to get to where you need to go.
No luxury of maids to wait on you hand and foot, simple lifestyle and night life is zero unless you are willing to spoend xxxxxxGB to attend the places the happenings to get recgonized and get about in town in London, this is not Kuala Lumpur where everything is access easy and compared to the currency exchange between RM and GB I would be a millionaire when I am back in Malaysia, this is why I cannot stand the asians married to Matsalleh's putting on fake aires and insisting people to fan their big fat ass.........
So sue me out there whoever who has come to read my blog I am writing reality and why I came to leave Malaysia, I still love this country with all my heart and it will always be my first love to where my roots are, but the country changed and the people perspective to lifestyle is all talk with status, money, marketplace, etc, etc, it goes on and on.
To be honest I dont ever want this fake lifestyle again, humbling my life to where I am today I feel more at peace with myself, I may not own a car or a house let alone a flat, but who cares here we are ourself surviorval and no one cares, where as when I am back in Malaysia, it stresses me out more becuase most of the time you get compared to what you have achieved in life measured to be exact, and it's sad.
I see friends not mentioning names now entering in to another cycle of their career path coming to their mid 40's and changing being eaten in to the fake cycle of society in Malaysia of the retail or advertising trade, top to toe must wear and protray branded, wearing top brand labels international names, why becuase this society says so, who is whom and where we go from there.
To be honest once upon a time I got eaten in to this trade too then I woke up and realize I did not want to be the person I was then egoistic, workaholic to be a perfectionist and earning as much as I could, dress in designer wear, making friends with who is who in town, but when I went home and remove all the fake attire I had on I look at myself in the mirrior and ask myself am I happy ???????
:( will continue again later friends got to go take care
be blessed always in our Lord Jesus Christ

2006-09-21T19:42:00.000+01:00

ciao ancora i miei amici,

ciò è ancora lebug per darvi un altro aggiornamento agli eventi della mia vita noiosa.
That means in plain old English, hello again everyone, yet another event to lebug boring lifestyle here in the UK.
AM που έχει τη διασκέδαση με αυτούς ξένη γλώσσα στα ελληνικά επίσης That means am having fun writing in different language and this is Greek.
L'OK cessera de montrer outre du hehe OK will stop showing off this is in French
Back to normal basic old fashion English, Praise The

Lord, met the mover Kevin and he is everything I had hope for, humble, nice and drive a van big enough to load all my stuff, and he is cute too.
God knows me better than anyone hehe..........
Everything will be well timed, he will load on sunday evening and drive up Tuesday morning to deliver all my cartons to me by afternoon.
Works well for me since I will arrive late Monday evening allowing me time to adapt and adjust to my flat for the year ahead.
How do I feel?????? well a little curious a little anxiety, but i know so far GOD have been there for me all the way even to the mover he has brought to my advantage.
I am truly thankful for all the covered prayers I have had from friends in Malaysia to my friends here in UK, no they are all my family in Christ, one big happy family, who stood together and prayed for me to have the right mover come in the right time and at the right price.
Now I pray my next step is to settle well in to the lifestyle in Galashiels, and to meet yet another family of Christ, that is more important to me than anything ahead.
Somehow, I feel this very comfortable feeling of peace in mind and in heart, that all will settle well in my move to Scotland, but my anxiety now lies to the right church to attend in this little highland county.
So much for my update,
Καλή νύχτα οι θαυμάσιες ευλογίες φίλων μου από τον ευχάριστο πατέρα μας στον ουρανό

Buona notte i miei blessings meravigliosi degli amici dal nostro padre gracious nel cielo

Bonne nuit mes bénédictions merveilleuses d'amis de notre père aimable dans le ciel

Simple English, Blessings to everyone who read my Blog.....

;0xxxooo

2006-09-20T20:33:00.000+01:00

BUG
Hello friends, am back again to update the events of the day, it started out quite horrendous, sorting and packing my cartons from 6am this morning.
After that had my shower took a break and then had to source for a mover, because my instinct tells me at the back of my mind that the 1st mover was going to let me down.
And yep, true as ever he called to cancel the trip to move my cartons to Galashiels, in Scotland.
I was fairly calm by then after tossing and turning all night long. But in my mind this little word kept coming in and that was "Why am I not surprise of this let down!!!!!!" Anyway after numerous calls with unreasonable quotes from all sorts, ranging from 1500GB to 420GB, finally truly by GOD's favor and mercy this very sincere guy came back to me quoted a humble 380GB, amazing huh, how prices can really go way side if one did not dig around to find the right price.
Praise The Lord, once again for never failing me, I feel more a failure to him than he has ever failed me.
The last past week have been so much tension in anxiety attacks because of my move, but as each day comes a new day comes by GOD again reveals to me what the next step is to be.
I must keep reminding myself of his gracious presence in my life and not forget that.
The whole journey just one trip from where I am in Maidenhead to Galashiels will take approximately 6hours a total of 354.9miles(571.1km) not a short distance in total, Praise God for this kind soul name Kevin, who did not over quote, and am still taking his proposal to go ahead in faith.
I have not seen what size my flat is in Galashiels and again I am going in faith that it will be big enough to withhold all my cartons going in.
Well so much for now friends, will come back in when I am more settled in to my new place ........

BUG :0

2006-09-16T07:50:00.000+01:00

BUG

Good morning at this end of the world to the other end in Malaysia, ahhhhh another hint to where my roots are.
Am not a bonny lass from Scotland, that just my temporary place of calling from our gracious Father in Heaven.
I realise these past 5 years inside my little humble lifestyle, i have actually packed and moved 5 times and again this move to Scotland will be my 6th, gosh I hope the 7th time I move will be the permanent place till I rest in peace.
Moving every time sorting and packing is not my favourite past time.
And saying goodbyes to friends.
But in a way it is also exicting to move to a new place and meet new friends and challenges in my life but always remembering our gracious Father's favor and mercy in our lifes.
I am going in by faith once again, as I have never been to Scotland and the flat allocated for me, I have no idea how big it is, and yet I have enough boxes and furniture to pack a van full. But Praise The Lord, from beginning this year when I found I had been offered to study my Master's in this University, I had already petition and prayed that somehow our Lord Jesus will open doors to me to find the right mover to get my stuff to Scotland, and this week alone since I have been back my prayers are answered, in the form of this gentleman, who owns a mailbox company, that does from courier assignment all over the world, to local postal and printing to anything a cutomer desire for personal or business.
Anyway his name is Neil, and these 9 months I have live in this town called Maidenhead, I have made friends with him through occassional courier service I used and withdraw certain documents that require printing, of course nothing is free and he charges minimal fees.
Anyway coming back to my answered prayers, Neil was aware I was moving to Scotland this September, and when I went in to send a courier letter for my sister in Malaysia, he just asked whether I needed a mover, of course I jump to it with agreement. Though I have asked around Neil quote to me of his mover is the cheapest in town and moving to Scotland is not just a 3 hour drive it takes at least 7 hours even by car.
By train alone it takes 5 and a half hours. His quote was 200GB + VAT about 17% works out extra 34GB.
But it is still worth it if you saw the amount I am sending in to the van for pick up this friday.
Again this is where my faith comes in that all will go well from pick up to delivery to my flat in Scotland on the 26 september.
I fly in on the 25 september so I will be at my flat to receive on the 26 september. And i am coordinating for the pick up by the 22 september from my existing palce here in Maidenhead.
So again all must be right in timing and precise by GOD's favor and mercy to answer my prayers in my move to be smooth.
Even though I have been blessed with so many friends where ever I go Lord Jesus is my soulmate, and I trust in him more than anyone I have come to know.
He will never let me down in fact I have let him down in more ways than he has ever let go of my hand, it is me who withdraw time and time again especially when I get anxiety attacks.
Even when I was sorting my stuff yesterday the whole floor on my bedroom was a total mess yet this little voice kept me on my toes reminding me always he is with me, be strong emotionally, and I will acheive what I have set out to do, organizing and packing on time for the movers to pick up by next Friday.

That about it for today friends, have a blessed weekend.

BUG ;)

2006-09-13T08:33:00.000+01:00

BUG

Hello there, my 2nd blogging, am back in the UK now, had been away for 3months, soul searching where art my destiny is by our gracious Father in heaven.
He have been and still is my contineous soulmate and best friend in my life amazing if I were to blog on and on what he bless me with all the favors in my life today.
Am blessed to be his chosen and selected one through hardship, disappointments he has brought me up stronger in my faith and trust with him.
My most recent blessings as of to day he has yet again open another opportunity for me to receive a special scholarship for my Master's in Art and Design in international marketing course.
I haven't got much savings and I am not british so my fees for my Masters course in Galashiels, Scotland is full fees as a foreigner.
And our gracious Lord and Savior bless me with this covering that do not apply to my usage of my own reserve savings.
I went back to Malaysia, ah as u read on u will find out a bit of one self, I went to withdraw my pension fund, to assist my tutorial fees I had to pay for my masters and the amount that was approved by the Employment provident fund was 6501.75GB, and my fees to full fill for my one year Masters course is 8250.00GB yet when I came back 3 days ago, to read all my unopen mails of 3mths, I found that I had been awarded the Martindale Textile award from my University as this textile school I am attending for my masters has been a specialized textile school for over 135 years and only of recent of 8 years they decided to merge with the Heriot-Watt University of Edinburgh in Scotland.
The award given to me allows me a reduction from 8250.00GB - 1750.00GB = balance to pay 6500.00GB
The bankdraft made by the EPF released by out Govt in Malaysia is to the University amount 6501.75GB.
Isn't our gracious Father amazing how he continues to
bless my life and open door after door.

well am heading on to Scotland by the 25 september, new life, new friends and most important new family in our precious Lord Jesus.

Until then will blog off friends ..........
BUG

2006-09-07T16:27:00.000+01:00

hello, my name is lebug this is my first entry to the blog.
Welcome whoever out there.
Say also don't listen,
listen also don't understand,
not understand also don't ask
ask also don't do
do also do wrong
wrong also don't admit
admit also don't correct
correct also not happy
not happy also don't say